Happy holidays, everyone! Hope it's full of wonderful surprises, big or little.

:)

jaz x

been a while since i posted new pics... haha... guess i put quite a bit on facebook now? and anything else interesting goes on flickr... ah well here's some pics for here, too...

何でか目の前で見えるのはこの瞬間しかない…

あまくて

つらくて

時間が留めてるの様な感じ…そのゲームの緊張感の所為かなあ…

1 photographer... 10 MUAs.... and then 9 out of 10 models pulled out.

3 hours before the shoot too, leaving no one anytime to re-organise something for the day.

grr.

times like these.. you can see why so many people have a religion.. it's a great comfort... to believe in heaven.. to believe in a better afterlife.. to believe that someone can be reborn and live their life over with a promising future... to believe your thoughts/prayers can somehow reach them.. to believe that someday you might meet them again..

but i guess what i believe... is wherever he is now, he's no longer in pain... and i'm grateful for that..

i'm also grateful to have met him again after those years and got to know him... and got to share a lot of happy, carefree days with that bunch...

i miss ya, buddy.